Friday, May 8, 2009

Before I was a Mom


Happy Mother's Day 2009. Everyday is a special day being a mom. While there are days when we want to scream or just keep our heads under the covers so we don't have to deal with the drama from our kids, I know we wouldn't give up those kids for anything.

I truely hope you enjoy your special day.


This picture is of me and my mom when I was about 7 or 8.






Before I was a Mom, I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby.


I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations.


Before I was a Mom, I had never been puked on, pooped on, chewed on or peed on.


I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night.


Before I was a Mom, I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin.


I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep.


Before I was a Mom,
I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put her down.


I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt.


I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much.



I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom.


Before I was a Mom, I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside my body.


I didn't know how special it could feel to feed a hungry baby.


I didn't know that bond between a mother and her child.


I didn't know that something so small could make me feel so important and happy.


Before I was a Mom, I had never gotten up in the middle of the night every 10 minutes to make sure all was okay.


I had never known the warmth, the joy, the love, the heartache, the wonderment or the satisfaction of being a Mom.


I didn't know I was capable of feeling so much...


Before I was a Mom.

me and my beautiful girls...